maintenance

09:06pm January 27 2012 ~ 0 Responses · About life.

I’m not in college anymore because my parents make too much money according to fafsa, and my parents would rather buy new cars, televisions, guns, purses, and stuff we don’t need than to pay for tuition. So after being force to move back home, they’re trying to kick me out again. At least before I had options, after coming back home things have gotten worse. I tried to visit my friends in my college town for the weekend, my car broke down. Not only did they not help me pay for the towing or the work being done, but they’re going to bitch at me for the rest of the weekend. This weekend was supposed to be fun and relaxing it has now turned into a night where I drink a whole bottle of wine and hope I pass out.

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    Guns!

    01:34pm January 27 2012 ~ 0 Responses · About Illness.

    Have you ever wanted to shot yourself in the head? I think about it probably 6 days a week. And that’s why I don’t own a gun.

    I have an awesome life with a the best wife and two wonderful kids but depression sucks me down everyday. I have taken preventative measures to avoid rash decisions and I keep on fighting.

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      You lying bastard

      11:39am January 27 2012 ~ 0 Responses · About relationships.

      You lied to me about sleeping with that other guy and now that i’ve found out about it six years later and confronted you with it, you first deny adamantly, then you are conveniently forgetful, and then you admit it fully and give a half-hearted “sorry.”

      you said you were only “cuddling” with him then… and you’ve said you’ve “cuddled” with other men after that… so, kindly explain to me how i should trust your word that “cuddling” isn’t code for sex?

      i’m going to be leaving your cheating ass, just takes some time for me to get the finances in order… but when that happens, i hope you never forget this and don’t visit this sort of infidelity on the next poor chump you end up being with.

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        efmilife.

        02:54am January 27 2012 ~ 0 Responses · About family.

        Fuck my stupid fucking mom.I’m ASHAMED to be related to her. She stole the money my dad left for me when he died(despite them being divorced), let her new husband flush MY dad’s ashes down a toilet, had my dog euthanized and now is making me homeless. I’m a full time student but that’s not good enough for her. She says school is pointless. She hasn’t tried to make my life any easier. I’m always FUCKING HOMELESS. I never have fucking food. I don’t have a fucking phone. I don’t have fucking family. I’m 20 years old and I’m tired of this bullshit. I have a FUCKING 4.0 FOR FUCKS SAKE. I see lazy asshole fuckers my age failing school and they have kickass parents! I’m homeless,I’m hungry, my mom’s an abusive drunk, my dad’s dead, and I’m on the dean’s list bitches. Sheltered assholes. Thanks for letting me destroy a minute of your life with my shitty life recollections :D

        P.s- I really hate 75% of the people in the world. You all act like soulless, immortal, worthless pieces of shit and I can’t WAIT for enough time to pass so the rest of the world can forget you and slowly try to undo your damage. If you’re not one of these people then no need to feel offended. If you are, change yourself for the sake of fuck. I’m done here.

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          =/

          07:52pm January 26 2012 ~ 0 Responses · About high school.

          I hate myself. I spent a countless amount of hours studying for my AP Chem final and when I got it back, it said 40%. The thing is that this keeps on happening over and over again. I don’t like it. I lose a lot of sleep because of studying but when I get tests back, they are never good. My GPA now is like a 2.5 and I don’t know where it went wrong. An AP student with a 2.5 GPA yikes. I know people have it worse than me but I just needed to get that out.

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