Well, I’m horny. Not surprising coming from a gay college freshman, but seriously, I have needs. I kinda just needed to announce that to the world. =P

How do you deal with a colleague who thinks she knows it all and difficult to work with. How do you deal with a supervisor who seems to block all the things that you convey when it comes to discussing how difficult it is to work with this colleague? How do you deal with feelings that this difficult person seems to be your supervisor’s pet?

I had to give up on a dream that was really big for me, because it just wasn’t going to happen. So I did. It was hard and it took me a very long time to come to terms with the fact that no matter what I did, it wasn’t in my hands and it was time to move on.
I thought I never was going to dream again. And I was OK with it. But then, it happened: I was given a reason to dream again and all the signs that, this time, this beautiful dream was going to come true. But it all fell apart, and, again, after doing all I could to save my dream, it’s beyond my control. There’s nothing I can do to save my dream.
I wish sometime I will dream a dream that will come true or maybe will stop dreaming at all.

I hate that we both like each other, but for our own reasons can’t tell each other. I can’t be the one to always make the effort and as hard as it is for you, I really need you to step up.

Sometimes the littlest things just break me, I can’t really explain it but i just get really depressed, and i just feel like running away. And when people laugh at me, or scold me for a mistake i just break down but i try to hide it. Some days i’ll wake up fine, but then i just feel depressed for no reason at all…..