they deserve it
Anyone who doesn’t believe in God should be lined up and shot, that way they can see for themselves that God is real. We shouldn’t let them vote or hold public office because they have no basis for their morality.
Anyone who doesn’t believe in God should be lined up and shot, that way they can see for themselves that God is real. We shouldn’t let them vote or hold public office because they have no basis for their morality.
Feeling pretty shitty lately. I don’t have a girlfriend and I haven’t had one in a long time. I have so many pent up emotions and they just weigh on me, make me feel so tired all the time. I go to parties and I never end up having a random fling, I go home disappointed even if it was a good time. I’m incredibly athletic, I’m strong and muscular from how much I work out and yet I can’t attain a girlfriend or hookup at parties. I’m just starting to feel more and more down and lonely and pathetic.
I know “woe is me” and all that shit and I know some people have way more serious reasons to be venting, but I just needed to say something, lighten the load you know.
I’m sorry, did the ‘clicking’ of my typing bother your precious sleeping time? In case you didn’t fucking notice, and while I might sound like a nerd, I really do need to study this year.
Do you think I WANT to be typing until late at night? Don’t you think I might want to, you know, SLEEP?
It’s only 10:30 anyway, and I already know I’ll be up until at least 4 writing these fucking essays. So kindly shut the fuck up, brother dearest, and let your sister study so she can get a job and FUCKING SUPPORT YOUR LAZY ASS, because that’s my role in the family now.
Think about others too, sometimes. It’s not always your fat ass that’s important.
so sick of these stupid fucking kids. I KNOW, they didnt ask to be here and i didnt ask for them to come, should’ve taken the abortion when i had the chance. “maybe they’re bored” im bored, but im not running around dumping mouth wash all over the floor, getting strawberry jelly out of the fridge to smash into the carpet, pulling trash out of the trash can to eat…they’re fucking idiots. I’m about to just get a full time job & leave them @ some crappy ass cheap daycare b/c thats all we can afford & then i dont have to deal w/ them EVER except for the couple of hours between the time i get home from work & the time they go to bed, just like all the other “Mothers” in the world. FUUUCCCKKKK YOUUU & fuck these stupid ass kids. I knew I should’ve stayed w/ that infertile asshole, id rather work full time & have a LOVELY clean good smelling home and get smacked once in a while than deal w/ these stupid fucking kids for the rest of my life…but looks like i fucked that up just like everything else in my life. hjdkfhaiofwnf aioawebnor sdhtjuo Thank you one thousand times over for whoever came up w/ ventanon.com! <3 it!
It’s gone. All gone. The life I used to have. It left the minute dad died. For years, we survived holding on to one another. Then you all left. My family. left. I’m on medications again, mother, like you want me to be. I try so hard to please you, but I always end up the opposite of what you wanted. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I miss you mother. You’re five feet away and I miss you because you aren’t you. This man you married… he’s making you into something else. He’s a monster. Or I am. I can’t tell. You yell at us the same but he doesn’t seem as effected as I am. Maybe it’s because I believe it. He controls us when you’re gone. Like some dictator. He plays like he’s our father. I told him he’s not. I tried mother. I told you I’d never leave because it would hurt you. But you’re gone now, the person I loved swallowed by a giant whale that’s trying to eat me too. I’m finding it harder not to kill myself, you’re finding it easy to ignore. These pills make me scared, just like they did when I was little.