well, at least you finally admitted it

12:23am February 04 2012 ~ 0 Responses · About relationships.

…even if you didn’t realize it.

I knew for the longest time that you had feelings for me but were too scared to admit it. Thanks for finally confirming what I already knew. I knew the chances were that you would never be able to handle it, and that makes me sad, but at least now I have some sense of closure.

I wish you well and hope that at some point in your life you are able to own up for the mistakes you made. You can’t get through life blaming others for your actions.

I’ll love you forever; thank you for finally making it so I can let you go.

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    well that was embarrassing

    09:01pm February 03 2012 ~ 0 Responses · About relationships.

    you complain we never have sex. The day I decide to do my hair and make up,put on some sexy lingerie, leave some coy little notes for you, light the bedroom with candles etc… and wait for you to get home from work so I can ravish you and show you how much I love you and that I can initiate it… Well you ignore my notes, when I hear you come in. I wait a few minutes before texting you to find out whats up. You poke your head in the room and tell me your not in the mood. But… I’m trying to make an effort here. WTF!? What is fucking wrong with you? I’m standing here looking hot and ready to fuck, and you don’t want to? Why do I bother? Don’t make me feel guilty and turn this around on me like I’m the bad guy. You’re fucking selfish. Thanks for making me feel like a cheap whore you prick. I am ready to be done with you. Oh yeah and go drink youself into oblivion… its nice to see you can handle my emotions in a productive and grown up way. I’ll just go finish crying in the bathroom. Enjoy your whiskey, asshole!

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      I hate it

      07:40pm February 03 2012 ~ 0 Responses · About people.

      I hate bullies and I hate them with all my heart. I’m sick of being bullied wherever I go, even if it’s school, online, or even at home. People at school have been picking on me ever since I was in grade 1. Stealing from me, saying shit about me, hurting my feelings, excluding me, I fucking hate it. A stupid, fat, and greedy piece of shit sold my stuff only for some cash. Even worse, he bullied me throughout high school as well. Saying shit to me when I didn’t do shit. I hate how people in high school are so unfriendly. They try to ignore people that aren’t going to be a benefit to them. Even worse, when I saw a kid getting bullied by a group of kids, a crowd gathered and the crowd didn’t do anything except cheer as if they were in a hockey game or something.

      People on the internet act just as bad. No different than the people in the real world. They bully, humiliate, and tear apart a person without sympathy or remorse. Stupid assholes think that they’re better than anyone who doesn’t suit their needs. They’re greedy bastards who overthrew the admins of a forum board and took control of it, brainwashing the other members into believing that they’re good. What those tyrants do is that they turn good people into bad. Lie, cheat, steal, they tried to turn my online friends against me, one by one, and it worked. Filling them with their shitty propaganda. I’m also sick of their threats as well, it’s so annoying that they spy on me on another forum every now and then. And my family. The worse is my father, who has become a psychopath. He thinks he’s always right, and he screams at people when they try to prove them wrong. He assumes to much as well and some of his advices, if I took them, I would have faced an even bigger embarrassment. My parents love to embarrass me, but I can’t do the same or else they’ll yell at me. For all my life, I felt like I was living in a fascist country, everywhere I go. Dictators here and there, being complete assholes. What has happened to mankind these days? They’re getting worse and worse. Even little kids are growing into bad people, and I’ve even seem some of them use vulgar. Back then, even though the rules were more strict back then, people were more disciplined. Yes, there were assholes back than, but the number of assholes on this planet has doubled, no, tripled. What they always want these days are money, drugs, sex, and/or connections. What happened to mankind’s moral values? I don’t know what life will be like in a hundred years, but I’m not liking this century one bit. All the good things the children books have said were all bogus, but I wish it existed, I wish it did. Why can’t people change and love one another?

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        Jealously of people getting engaged etc.

        04:24pm February 03 2012 ~ 1 Response · About relationships.

        Ok, I know it’s wrong to be jealous of other people. But it seems like every time I get on Facebook or talk to one of my friends they’re engaged, just got married, or are pregnant. And honestly, some of these people weren’t even dating that long. I guess it’s frustrating for me because my boyfriend and I have been together for like 2 1/2 years and it’s hard to deal with sometimes when I see so many of my friends getting engaged and what not. Because that’s something that I would love to happen some day. But I know that it will still probably be a little while yet before my bf and I take that next step since I’m still in college. I hate feeling jealous of other people and I’m really happy in my relationship so I don’t know why I’m jealous just because other people are already married or having kids and stuff. I’m so excited to get married someday and have kids and seeing so many of my friends that are my age already taking those steps seems a little unfair. Yeah, I know. Be patient. But it’s hard sometimes.

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          You are the Suck-frosting on my Suchtastic-High School experience

          09:10am February 02 2012 ~ 0 Responses · About high school.

          TO ALL THE BITCHES AND BASTARDS WHO HAVE TRIED TO MAKE MY LIFE HELL THIS YEAR:

          1) You’re ugly. You make the Grinch look sexy.
          2) You’re ugly…on the INSIDE too! like a reverse Quasimodo. expect still ugly on the outside.
          3) That thing you call a nose? Yeah, I think the Egyptians want their pyramid back. And no, those wannabe hipster glasses don’t help. They–are–atrocious.
          4) You’re mean, bitter, selfish, and don’t mind cutting people down so you can stack and climb up their defeated bodies to the top. Well, guess what? You ain’t fucking bringing me down, bitch!
          5) You’re immature. Seriously. Did you never watch Sesame Street? Learn to say please and thank you. Learn to listen and use your INSIDE voices WHIST INSIDE. I know you think your pig’s squeal is endearing or something but it’s not. It sounds like a slaughterhouse. And I’m a vegetarian, by the way.
          6) You have a hideous soul, and no one will ever love you. In fact, in ten years, when you’re alone, pitiful, and pathetic, I will look at you and laugh, and smile and then fuck my sexy husband for good measure. May you die alone with your wretchedness! :)
          7) You’re rude and like summer vacation–no class.
          8) Yo mamma jokes won’t do because I already feel so bad for your parents for having to deal with spoiled brats like you.
          9)You’re not that smart. Sure, you’ve got brains–but so does a slug, like 32 in fact–but that doesn’t mean they’re worth anything. Your immaturity and obliviousness of social tact and courtesy make you one of the stupidest people I have ever met.
          10) Thank you for teaching me that although I will always have to deal with bitches and bastards like you guys–I will have the freedom to say: FUCK YOU BITCH without getting detention.

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