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Sister

Venting Champ — Sat, 19 May 2012 16:57:46 +0000

My fucking sister is such a copycat. It is so pathetic. She fakes all these disorders too.

Blind Moronic Driver

Venting Champ — Sat, 19 May 2012 15:59:29 +0000

I just want to say thank you to the guy who totaled my car in October. So far I’ve had to take out a school loan to afford a decent replacement, I’ve had whiplash, and 2 months worth of waiting for the swelling in my knee to go down. I still have a stiff neck. I want to thank you for all the stress from dealing with insurance companies, for having medical bills go to collections, for having to pay $375 in car rental fees, for having to pay $600 in new car registration fees…for fucking up half the year for me. Thank you for this fucking gift that keeps on giving. I hope you get stomach cancer, but before they diagnose you with that, have your eyes checked, because if you can’t see an entire car in front of you before you make a left turn right into it than maybe you are blind and you shouldn’t be driving…what am I saying…you were probably texting. Fucking thoughtless, useless, piece of shit lousy fucking driver who doesn’t have to worry about all of the fucking bills I have to because you are a careless piece of human diarrhea.

so stupid

Venting Champ — Sat, 19 May 2012 03:29:37 +0000

it’s been so long and i still think of you constantly. you are never coming back. i have to get that in my head once and for all. you don’t love me, you don’t want to be with me and you don’t want me in your life. period. end of story.
but why do i feel there’s more to the story i don’t know? why do i still feel that we belong together and have this weird certainty that i am right?
my head is a fucking mess

Emotion

Venting Champ — Fri, 18 May 2012 22:09:11 +0000

Have I actually been so scarred by you that the one thing that was so pure, honest, and true about me, my emotions, have been robbed in such a way that I can hardly conjure an honest feeling? And in the rare instances that I do feel again, it is merely a shadow to what I once felt before, and lasts only for a moment.

SRSLY

Venting Champ — Thu, 17 May 2012 23:31:49 +0000

Dudette, seriously you can’t be bitching about how the new guy in your life treats you too much like a princess and you are overwhelmed by that and by the flowers and chocolates etc, when you know I am going through shit right now when it comes to my love life. GAWD

Self-Shame, and exhaustion.

Venting Champ — Thu, 17 May 2012 03:04:55 +0000

I am tired. Sometimes I’m ashamed of being chinese. This culture really does clash with America. Having built up a personality basedon the dual-cultures truly has set me up for great disappointment in pretty much anything and everything.

I am tired.

I just wish things would end. And if not end, then at least stop happening. Just stop having people around.

Sorry this vent is rather disconcerted. I’ve never been here before. Google brought me here, and I will quickly leave after writing this.

But here’s a tiny piece of the internet, documenting my hope for a better tomorrow.

Losing at life

Venting Champ — Wed, 16 May 2012 22:52:04 +0000

I have times when I feel so helpless. I cant seem to focus on anything. Tasks I need to get done I forget about and I really am feeling very sad. This is my first time on this site but I needed to write it down. I havent excercised in a month because I haven’t had motivation. My mom has been on my case about cleaning my room and its not that I don’t want to its just I have been contemplating and losing track of time and I honestly feel like I am suffacating in my own life.
I am a female college student home from college I have no idea what I want to do with life. I already am in my junior year as an engineer but I dont really like it but honestly I dont know what major I should go into if I did leave engineering. As a kid I always dreamed of being in television but I feel like that is every kids dream and everyone is trying to do that. I have always had a good singing voice and acting presence many highschool teachers and classmates were even confused I had actually decided to go into engineering instead of music, theater or fashiion. But I chose this major because I was good math and science and I am still am but I dont have a true joy for what I am doing in engineering classes. I really just want to find something I enjoy doing and have a major.
I am also strugally with my weight. I checked my bmi and I considered average for my size. But I so much want to know to how to lose more weight. I am really just feel trapped in this body and need help OMG I just feel like I am losing at this life stuff…:(

My parents just think I’m goin through silly things but I need sometype of guidance. Is there a happy pill or a something that can make people happy

Love Hurts

Venting Champ — Wed, 16 May 2012 19:24:34 +0000

I Love My Girlfriend, I Really Do, But Sometimes I Just Feel So Useless When It Comes To Her.
For Example, She Told Me Ages Ago That She Hates Spiders And When We’re Living Together (She Lives In England, I Live In Ireland) She Would Need Me To Kill Them. I’m Not Too Fond Of Them Either But I Happily Agreed To Do This For Her. However, About A Week Ago Or So, I Told Her About How I’d Killed A Spider As Practice For This, Using My Excited, Eager Little Smiley Faces To Show How I Felt While, As It Turned Out, When She’d Been Staying At Her Aunt’s She Had Encountered A Few Spiders And Wasn’t As Afraid Any More.
Didn’t I Just Feel Helpful?
And Just Today, I Had Told Her About How I Had Been Reading A Scary Story Online And She Replied With The Sort of ‘Aww Poor You’ Kind Of Thing That I Had Come To Expect From Her, Which Doesn’t Really Bother Me Much, Except When I Linked Her To The Story, She Replied Asking If It Was Supposed To Mess With People Or Be Scary Or What. That Kind Of Annoyed Me. I Suppose Since Maybe I’m A Year Older And I’m Supposed To Be Braver Or Something. I Have Quite An Imagination And I Thought About This Happening Again When We Live Together And Her Patronising Me And That Really Got On My Nerves Big Time. I Don’t Know Why These Little Things Bug Me So Much But I Really Wish They Didn’t Because It Bothers Me To Tears Some Days.

Mother’s day.. not a mother.

Venting Champ — Wed, 16 May 2012 17:36:42 +0000

There’s only so much of “happy mother’s day” you can take when at 42 you are not a mother.. can’t ever be a mother. Honestly.. I know it ‘s MY issue not everyone elses – I don’t expect people to be sensitive to how I may be feeling about it. But damn it does suck. So to all the mom’s out there.. glad you had a nice day.. I just got to feel bad about myself.

There’s no denying

Venting Champ — Wed, 16 May 2012 13:50:14 +0000

The man who broke my heart two years ago, who was going to be my husband but then took it back, contacted me today. It was a wake up call and made me realize there’s no doubt in my mind I don’t love him anymore and someone else has my heart now.
Too bad it had to come up like this, when the one who has my heart is also gone. Always the “one who got away”, but never “the one”.

Holy Hell in a Hand Basket

Venting Champ — Wed, 16 May 2012 03:59:02 +0000

I’m 17 years old. I’m 17 mother-loving years old. You just said you wonder if we’ll spend the rest of our lives together. I don’t even want to go to college together. I mean, don’t get me wrong, you’re great, but you’re not my soul mate. We’re kids, children. I plan on dating a whole hell of a lot of people (or at least 3, dammit) before I settle down and start thinking, “I wonder if I’ll spend the rest of my life with you. Then I could fall asleep next to you every night and say, ‘Goodnight’.”

And holy fucking Jesus Christ.

We haven’t even been dating that long. I only met you seven months ago. We’ve gone on probably half a dozen dates. I like you, but, dear lord in high heaven, I know I’m not going to spend the rest of my life with you.

Jesus Christ.

Liking someone is harrrd

Venting Champ — Tue, 15 May 2012 23:54:32 +0000

Oh my god, I really like you ok! I don’t know do you like me back or are you just incredible charismatic and the most friendly confident person I have ever met… You make me smile, you make me laugh, you make me think twice. You make me happy! And I dont even know you that well yet!!! I wish I had made more of an effort to see you when you invited me places when we first met.. Now I rarely see you and may have done something really stupid thats lead you to think I don’t like you… I DO ARON I DO!!!!!!! We don’t know each other well enough to say that yet…. But pleaseeeee come out on a night out with me something or please let fate bring us together in some random, perfect, life-changing moment!! Please let me have a chance to kiss you!! It would be amazing to say the least… I hope you don’t think I’m strange… I hope we become something… I hope i haven’t ruined what delicate precious thing we have/had going….

Ridiculous job.

Venting Champ — Tue, 15 May 2012 10:35:29 +0000

1. I’m a server at a movie theater/resturaunt. Its rediculous. I hate going in at 10 in the morning and not getting off til midnight. If they’re going to have the “morning shift” people doing that, AT LEAST let us have a break. We don’t get breaks, arent allowed to eat and on busy days not even get a cup of water.

2. Part of the customers’ change comes from OUR pockets, not the bills, but the coins. The $9.57 that was your change? The 57 cents came from us, our change from home. We dont get it back, If we run out of change we’re basically screwed. Sure, its just coins but it adds up!

3. If I’m an evening “shift” I usually stay til 3AM cleaning all the theaters with just a few others. For $2.13 an hour. On the Avengers midnight premier,we stayed for 3hrs and left at 5am. At least pay us minimum wage for every hour we spend after the guests leave and the building is closed.

fuck you SMG.

my stupid life

Venting Champ — Tue, 15 May 2012 04:29:06 +0000

i just cant stand anything anymore! friday, a girl i know said she would kill herself if she got a b average in a class i got a c in. she was serious. today, a boy who sits next to me made a joke about people who cut. he has no idea how hard it is for me to not. in the future, i will have scars to show him, im just not brave enough yet. im only fourteen, so it would be a little hard to sneak downstairs, take a knife, and cut myself without my parents hearing. i really want to though. that stupid boy next to me probably wouldnt understand, but its a good way to let out your feelings. my reason for doing it would be to just have my blood leave me. it would be nice to think that the blood contained some of my suicidal thoughts, and they could just ooze out of me. of course, that boy made the joke to me probably because i seem like the least likely person to want to cut. well guess what? sometimes i think maybe if i act happy, then i can be happy. plus happiness is the best cover. i love my friends and it would be awkward if they knew. they would always be so worried about me that we would never really do anything fun. i just dont want to think this way anymore. i dont want to cry every night anymore.

So low right now.

Venting Champ — Tue, 15 May 2012 01:28:18 +0000

My father is about to have a major operation, and I’m scared he’s not going to make it. He’s all I’ve got left. I almost lost him 3 years ago. I moved back home and sacrificed having any social life whatsoever in order to take care of him.

I hate my job. It was a promotion with a nice fat raise, but looking back, it was a mistake. It’s very stressful, and has ‘dead-end’ written all over it. I have good days and bad days at work, but lately they’ve been mostly bad.

I may very well be the lonleiest man in the world. I have to hold back the tears sometimes. I don’t even have the time to persue the girls I’m interested in anyway. Besides, why would anyone want to date such an unhappy guy?

I know things will get better, some day, because they can’t get any worse. The depression can be so crushing sometimes, you know?