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I messed up. Again.

11:28pm May 05 2012 ~ 1 Response · Venting about life.

I woke up and you weren’t there. But I could still smell you on my shirt. I was cold and the blanket didn’t warm me up like you did. I didn’t think I felt anything, but I was wrong. It wasn’t just the one night I wanted. I want more now. It’s a little late [...]

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Giving up

05:51pm May 02 2012 ~ 0 Responses · Venting about life.

My mother made me drop out of high school my junior year (two years ago…) because of my grades (School is hell for me). I still haven’t gotten my GED and I’m 19 and can’t drive yet. I am the definition of loser. My problem is, I’m afraid of taking the next steps to where [...]

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I am no Forrest Jenny

07:01am April 30 2012 ~ 0 Responses · Venting about life.

You. You treat me as one. For this reason, I am not going to your trip. He. He opened up my eyes. I confessed to him the truth and he told me all you want is sex. He said if you cared, you would have called. He is right. You haven’t called. You continue to [...]

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Life is crazy!

12:39pm April 28 2012 ~ 0 Responses · Venting about life.

Its weird how all this time,I tried to change,but in vain. And now,without so much as a hint of it,I have changed completely,truly and from within. Before,I used to try and pretend like I was a different person and I thought that it was the only way to ‘change’. I guess the reason why I [...]

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your money

09:40pm April 26 2012 ~ 0 Responses · Venting about life.

Intimidates me. I am not like other girls that would be jumping up and down with joy. It intimidates me! It frightens me. for I am just a simple girl. With simple clothes. Simple make up. It frightens me to know that someone like you may want someone like me. You may or already do [...]

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