Clear Headed, or Only Fooling Myself?
I dare say I know enough of your flaws to take a hold of this infatuation.
Though now my feelings seem more unclear.
I’ve never been the type to go out and get what I want.
Especially with this kind of situation.
I’ve always just let it come to me. Let’s face it.
I’m too much of a coward to tell you how I feel.
And you’ve made it even more difficult to know what I feel.
I realize it’s probably insignificant, but when you couldn’t even remember my name, it hurt me.
I know we only met this year, but we’ve known each other for six months now, and you’ve clearly said my name before.
I know it was only one tiny mistake, but it always hurts when you discover that you aren’t as significant to someone as they are to you.
The few flaws I’ve discovered are nothing, and you weren’t shy about revealing them, which just makes you appear more in control, and stronger.
Other than these, you are potentially perfect.
I could go on and on describing what I like about you.
And I thought for a couple weeks there, that maybe you thought the same way about me.
After that wonderful day that I once thought was so significant, I realized that all the reasons I thought you could fancy me were wild assumptions.
I felt quite the fool.
Now I am beyond the smitten stage of infatuation, and can think more logically.
But I am more confused than ever.
Despite what others have told me, I’m not going to tell you how I feel to get it over with.
I want to be more apparent of your feelings first.
It would seem that route would only be in vain, since so far it seems as though you don’t share my feelings.
Rather, I’ll wait to see if you grow to like me more.
Maybe you’d even make the first move.
I’m not expecting you to know my feelings.
I’m merely waiting to see if you share them.
Isn’t that what love should really be like?
But who am I to know about love?
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