I’m LAME
I am turning 16 in 31 days. I am so excited to be sixteen finally! I don’t get out much, boys don’t ask me out, girls don’t ask me to hang out, I am in the church choir… I am not what most consider cool. Don’t get me wrong, I love me. But, I am so terrified that if I have a party that no one is going to show up because who’s going to come to a party for a girl who never gets out, right? And, tonight made me realize how very few friends I actually have. I am so pained by the idea that I am the girl that no one wants to hang out with. I know this isn’t a big deal to most people… but I am a 15 year old girl who has never been invited to a sleepover and who boys seem to avoid like the plague. It hurts like hell. I just want people to like me.
Is that really so much to ask? I keep telling myself “Oh, it’ll get better when you have a car and you can go make your own plans” I think I’m just lying so it wont hurt as much. You watch movies our read books or just watch other kids around you and they all at least have one person, ONE, who they can talk to. Who believes in them, who gets their jokes. Why don’t I have that…. What the Hell is Wrong With Me?
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You know what,I totally get you.I’ve been there too.Its just really hard to change who you’ve always been and sometimes you can’t even understand why people treat so diffently.
But there’s always hope.Its a new year and a new start..Maybe you should just get out more.Try to talk to the others at school,even if its just a breif convo.Because you never know,after a while,maybe you can hang out with them.
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