How can I love feeling like this
So I don’t know what this feeling is, if it’s love or just a crush. I’ve had crushes before but the guys I like always end up disappointing me or breaking my heart. Ok, so one of my close friend’s boyfriend started being friends with this guy. Me, my friend, and her boyfriend are all 16/17 and in high school and he just turned 19 and he’s in the military. So when we first met I was drunk at a party and I honestly don’t remember anything. According to my friend, he was with me the whole night. So about a week after that he asked my friend to bring me to another party but I couldn’t that week. I didnt have a crush on hiauto this point and I didn’t think he was attractive. My friend gave him my fb and everything but he still hasn’t added me. My friend also said he told her when he was drunk he thought I was hot and that he liked me. Anyways, then like 2 weeks after we met, I went over to my friends bf’s house to just hang out and be was there. It was super awkward when we were together cause there were other people around us. I had to leave before anything happened. And then I was busy with school for the next two months, then a few days ago I went to a party and he was there. He kept staring at me all night and when I was sitting down a slut came up to him and started dancing with him and he kinda started dancing back but he didn’t touch her and it was for like 2 minutes and he was still looking at me and I think he was trying to get my attention or get me jealous. Then I was sitting in between friends and I got up to go to the bathroom and when I came back he was in the seat next to mine. I was talking to my friend and his leg started to brush up against mine and then our legs were touching and I’m pretty sure he was doing it on purpose cause when I moved my leg away for a second his leg came closer and his arms were rubbing against mine. The music was super loud so we couldn’t really have a convo, but when someone passed a joint around he leaned in close to me, like pretty close to my face and when he handed it to me he kinda held my hand for a few seconds. I really wanted to do something. I don’t know if it’s cause Ive been single for a while or if I started to like him, but I don’t know what to do or what to talk about or anything with him. I don’t even know why he won’t add me on Facebook or ask for my number. Do you think he likes me or is he just a player or what?
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