my brave face

12:51am December 26 2011 ~ 3 Responses · About life.

when your mother is MIA, your father is a pot smoking moron, and he marrys a woman who hates men with daugters, but loves doctors, I am the 12 year old who gets pushed away. Forced to live in florida with grandfather. I haven’t literally spoken to him since may of this 2011 year. but on ocasions he will email me. the last thing i heard from father was to get out of his life and to never come back. that email was sent 12/24/12 christmas eve and i cant take the pain any more. he has pushed his own daughter in to depresion one that has me spirling downward to nothingness
where no one can save me. and yet he feels that all of the things that are bad in life are my fault he finds a way to put me down even lower than i have gone. and everyone just gets by with my brave face, the face that refuses to show weakness, the face that keeps me alive, the fave that makes me stronger inside.

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  1. Sad 27 December 2011 at 1:31 PM Permalink

    I think you need to tell him what he is doing to you. If you put on a brave face, he will never be able to change it.

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  2. Kyo 31 December 2011 at 7:49 PM Permalink

    Too bad you got the year worng….

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    • Kyo 31 December 2011 at 7:50 PM Permalink

      *wrong

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