Try to understand
Today I woke up at 6 to get ready for an appointment at the hospital. I spent the day being pumped full of strange liquids and radiation so they could do the scan properly. So forgive me if I couldn’t meet you at 11. I got home around 1 and spend the rest of the day throwing up and sleeping. I’m tired, and my throat is raw. So when I go on facebook to see your message, “Thanks for not telling you’re going to show up and I had to find out from your bf.”
Okay, yes, I’m sorry I couldn’t message you, but I got a text from my friend and you were with her. Two birds with one stone whatever.
But later when you message me, “I was hoping you’d call.” And acting all mad because I didn’t, it just makes me so frustrated. I’m freaking sick!? Don’t you know that. I’ve been through Cat scans and ultrasounds, my blood’s been test about eight different times now and you know all of this. And then you say “Were over!” and I have to beg you to reconsider it makes me so sad. You say I’m inconsiderate and that I bail on you, acting like I’m a horrible girlfriend. I try so hard, and we have so much fun on the days I’m well, but can’t you just know that I’m sick.
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this really sucks.. people in your life really need to be a lot more considerate and respectful towards what you are going through. the last thing you need on top of all that medical crap and being so sick is for the people you care about and trust to turn their backs on you over something you have no control over. don’t they get that it’s not as if you chose to be sick… if you could choose, i’m pretty damn sure you would choose to NOT be.
well, i hope you start feeling better either way. <3
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