Sparks fly — out the window!
At what point in the relationship does the spark fade out out of your eyes and the questions pop into your mind? I’ve gone from thinking this person could be my everything to questioning the possibility of a future together. My rose colored glasses have been removed and sparks flew out the window. I don’t understand how the little love bubble we lived in suddenly popped. I don’t remember popping it. OH WAIT – he popped it when he told me his ex girlfriend/f-buddy is fricking pregnant and it might be his kid. Until then….I was blissfully happy and so was he. Now, I’m in love and choosing to wait seven weeks to determine if it’s his or not…damn her for being a hobag and not knowing who got her preggers. I guess it’s not even that she’s pregnant as much as it is imagining what shared parenting is like with a complete stranger…of an infant, not a parenting team who’s already established their routine of communication/visitation. Hmmmm….do I love him enough? Probably too soon to tell!
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