That’s what I am. A fucking nobody. A loser. A piece of shit. That’s how I feel anyway. It may not seem like it now, but I try to see the bright side of a situation, I really do. But sometimes it’s just impossible. I mean, what’s the point if it only gets worse from here? Anyway, I have no friends at school. It’s because I’m ugly. I just know it. Why do I know that? Because everytime I go up to someone and try to start a conversation or introduce myself they want nothing to do with me. They haven’t gotten to now me yet, so they can’t hate my personality. So it must be my looks. And today I was supposed to go to zumba with these 2 girls from my hallway that I met. We’re not exactly friends, but we’ve hung out before and I was hoping we would become closer. I talked to them earlier to see what they were doing tonight and they said they were going to zumba. They later texted me and said not to come because they don’t wanna go anymore. Well, according to facebook, they both went and had a blast. Whatever. I mean that doesn’t exactly piss me off that much, it’s just that I’m sick of feeling so left out. I thought I could have fun alone, but I really can’t. And my homework is just so overwhelming I can never get a break from it. I feel like I’m going to fail out of college because I’mnot even smart enough to get good grades on assignments. Even if I study my ass off for hours. It’s still never enough. Life sucks. I suck. The end.

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