so fucking fat
I hate my body. I feel like a gross piece of fat shit. I can’t even look at anyones face. I hide my smile. I actually feel bad for anyone who has to see me so I stay home the most I can. I missed out on many opportunities. Even dropped out of school. I lost the man I love because I hid under the covers of my bed getting fatter and fatter. I’ve tried dieting. Special k diet, slim fast, going to the gym, starving myself, liquid diets, diet pills and anything you can name!!!!
still I am a fat oaf. And it kills me so much to know that’s what everyone sees….when inside I’m starving and depriving myself of anything but water. Yet when I pass by someone I’m just a fat girl who’s had one too many cheese burgers. If it wasn’t for my dog whom I love immensely, I would have done myself in. That’s the truth.
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I am right there with you. Totally know how it feels to be working my ass off and being miserable inside while everyone else still just saw a fat girl who probably eats her problems. But you know what? Fuck them.
Just because somebody is overweight doesn’t make them any less of a person so why are we treated that way?
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being fat is not your problem. having a huge lack of self confidence is. there are people out there that don’t give a flying fuck about your size. you just need to be happy with who you are and not give a squirt of piss on what anyone else thinks about you.
starving yourself is not going to help you lose weight, not in today’s society of fast food and empty calories.
losing weight isn’t going to happen overnight just like putting it on didn’t.
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