Love me not
I am so fucking tired of this & his fucking mind games. One day, he is telling me how gorgeous & funnny I am, the next he won’t even talk to me or is calling me rude names & making fun of me.
He’ll be texting me and calling me telling me he wants me to come over so we can cuddle then he won’t even text me back when I say ‘hey’. I’m so tired of this shit.
It all is just breaking my heart and hurting me in the end. I need to teach myself to break away. But he is also my best friend. The person I run to when I’m hurting & same goes for him to me & I literally have to see him every day because we train at the same gym.
I think I’m just gonna ignore him for a few weeks or just try and focus on bettering myself. This is gonna hurt so much.
I just want your love again.. Why am I not good enough? You used to tell me how perfect I am and everything good about me…now I barely get a good morning text or even a hello. So goodbye, my lost love. I will leave you now, and forever hope you knew what you meant to me.
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It sounds to me that your to good for who ever this guy is. You are always there for him, and he can’t do the same for you. Focus on your other friends and other boys, and you. If he really cares for you he should treat you better.
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I was/ am in the same sitution. And I know you think that this guy would NEVER use you…. But don’t be so naive. This exact thing was happening to me and let me me tell you, the more you connect with him still, the more it hurts. It is the end of what you two had, and sadly, that’s all it is. You are just prolonging the pain and hearbreak. You’re hurting yourself sweetie… You’ll find someone new who truely deserves you<3
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