Just try for once
i love you, you know that. you love me too, i guess. why do you never want to spend time with me? you say you’ve always loved me, that you died when i left you and now that we have the chance to make it work, you don’t want to be around me. why can’t you show me that you love me like you say you do. i know it can’t be too hard for you, we can talk about anything, for hour on end. anything that’s on my mind i can tell you and you can do the same. but i feel like you’re keeping something from me. are you afraid i might leave again? or have you decided it’s too much work and you’re not ready yet? talk to me. im here for you. i would do anything for you and you know that, but why can’t you do the same for me. i do little small things to make you smile, but you can’t even go out for a walk with me or come to my mom’s with me or anything. i know you hate this world and all the stupid people in it, but i’m supposed to be the exception… all i want is for you to be there for me. i know i ask a lot from you, to love me and to be around, and that you dont ask anything of me, but it’s not fair that im trying so hard to make you happy and i don’t even get a 16th of your time. it’s not like you have anything better to do, or a job…or any plans for the future, so what’s keeping you from spending your otherwise wasted time with me. i work, i’m putting forth the money to help us move into a better house, but you’re just sitting, doing nothing. get a job. help me make our future you so badly want. put forth effort. try to make things better for us or i can’t be with you no matter how much i love you.
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