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I dont understand how i could be so interested in this one person. No matter where they are. It doesnt matter. It doesnt matter if I dont see them for days or if i dont talk to them for years. They have this hold on me, like a magnet pulling on me constantly. I just dont get it! It makes me so mad! Ive never met someone that could do that to me. Could it be because he is so different then me? Maybe im intrigued by how different he is, or maybe we are just too much of the same. Nah, I dont know. I just think its really weird that i feel like i couldve known him before i ever was introduced to him. Im not sure if i believe in past lives, but i swear i knew this guy before he was ever brought to my attention, and i think thats why i remember freaking out when i first saw him, because it probably wasnt the first time at all. He fits the whole description of what i was looking for, but it feels strangely wrong, with just as much of a feeling that it could be right. How could he have so much power over me without even trying? Why cant i just let go? Its not even a kind of affection im feeling when i look at him. But it used to be. Now, I am just straight up drawn to this guy for no reason that i know of, or i know, but cant explain.
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