Fed up

04:06am August 30 2010 ~ 0 Responses · About high school.

My boyfriend ditched me two and a half months ago. His mom made him do it, because he was getting bad grades. No relationships was part of his groundation. But he didn’t tell me that until nearly a month after. I’ve been screwed up about this guy all summer long. Found out he’s moving in three months. It should make me relieved, but it doesn’t. School started today. I have english with him. A friend sitting behind me was making stupid jokes that the guy still had a thing for me. I can’t even be in the same room with my ex without feeling like I’m gonna burst. Today was just too much. I blew up at my mom over something stupid to let it all out. I can’t even control myself anymore. And I have to do it all again tomorrow. FML.