I’m not strong Sir D. anymore.
Why am I too weak to let her go?
I want to be strong enough.
I cant let her go, even though it puts her through a LOT of pain.
Im the reason for her miserable state right now.
But I realized that she became the reason for me to trust in my life and happiness again.
She is my Sunshine. My only Sunshine :<
I will just keep hoping i can make her as happy as she deserves… one day.
But right now im starting to lose my hope.
Because now shes under so much pressure, she even loses her trust in me and believes in lies shes been told about me.
I can do nothing. Except for waiting.
And im not even allowed to try to fix her.
Why arent we allowed to love each other?
Im a weak stupidfuck.
And heartbroken.
And maybe i should just go to sleep and never wake up again.
So she can mourn for a while and then go on and forget me. And live a better life without me.
But i guess even for that i am too weak…
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You aren’t too weak. The pain is just too fresh. Time heals.. people say that for a reason.
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Time never heals.
It only fades away.
But this wont.
At least not for a very very long time.
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Man, don’t be such a downer on yourself. You’ll be okay if you let yourself. Stop convincing yourself otherwise or you’ll never feel better.
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cheer up and smile sweetcheeks.
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Wish i could babes :/
But being who I am destroyed her life.
And she doesnt trust in me anymore.
If she doesnt, how could anyone else? >.<
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you didn’t destroy it. she is fineee.
and things will figure themselves out
just chill, and relax and have some fun.
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if only she would trust me :/
it breaks me, that she doesnt
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She’s young enough that she’ll bounce back better than she can even imagine.
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I will try my best.
I wish i could see her once more and have her smile at me.
.. But I guess thats what ill be looking forward to for a long long time.
And always feel that pain imagening she might end up in another guys arms..
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Simmer down.
everything will be a okay.
Mwuahmwuah!
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I wrote a song for her and recorded it. I promised that.
Hope she wants to hear it one day :S
Mwuah
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