beyond irritated
okay, so my friend adds me we used to be really close and they we got in a huge fight and im the one who was always saying sorry andstuff right so we fixed stuff but were never as close as we once were, she adds me on myspace, and then i go to to to her profile and she has fucking delteing me, i dont fucking get it, why are people so damn rude why am i the one always trying to fix thigns why am i the one always saying sorry, im the one whose always putting in the fucking effort to make the friendships last, im the one putting in the effort and i dont get back i dont get it what have i dont but be nice and honest. but im seriously fucking done now, im tired of trying to fix things when they dont even put in any effort they can all kiss my ass,
it kills me inside but i know ill be fine without them i dont need them to be happy,
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If you find yourself always having to be the one putting in the extra effort, its not really worth it. If I were you, I wouldnt waste my time. You probably are so used to being the one saying sorry that people(friends,former friends) figured that out and are taking advandage of that. They probably are sitting back and laughing, watching you break your back to start over. Thats what makes them not worth it. They cant even find it within themselves to forgive you, or own up to the fact that theyre the ones who should be apoligizing. True friends wouldnt do that. If you have even an ounce of respect for yourself youd just say, “Hey, Im done!” And Its good youre doing that, because from what it sounds theyre the types that are just walking all over you because you sound too nice. I wish you lots of luck in new frienships to come!
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By the way good for you! Im glad you have enough respect for yourself to stand up with your head up high and walk on knowing something like this shouldnt and couldnt tear you down. Some people dont do that. Some people just let everyone walk over them. You should be proud of yourself.
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i know what you mean, but i used to let them walk all over me, id buy them things and do anything for them, but when it came to the time that they wanted to get high and i told them no, they got mad at me and started saying i was controlling them which made noooooo sense but your right i dont need them and i bet they are laughing but hey i laugh at them cause one day they will wake up and relize what they did and not know were thier lives are heading in life.
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