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my ex left me for somebody else and even through that hurt i decided that i should stay friends with her. years and years of love and friendship would have just been a waste to just let it all go and never speak to her again.
she broke up with me to be with him and expected me to suck it up, get over it, and stay friends with her. mainly probably so that if he didnt work out, she would have back up aka me. but i stayed friends with her anyway because shes still important to me and im not the kind of person who just throws away friendships. ever.
well, im seeing somebody now and i told her about it because i felt like it would be kind of unfair of me if i didnt at least give her a heads up. ok so she blew up and did everything in her power to make me look like a scumbag. ummm, what the fuck? first of all, she was seeing this guy behind my back for god knows how long before i even found out WHILE she was with me might i add. second of all, i sucked it up and pushed away my feelings for her and made us work as friends.
she has NO right to be upset with me and she was NO right to make me feel like shit about getting involved with somebody else because clearly im single now and have been for awhile…obviously im going to meet somebody new.
last i checked, im human.
if you cant take what you dish out, then dont serve it.
and its not like i lied to her and saw them behind her back and i did not choose them over her like she did to me. what did she expect? that i would just sit here while she goes off and fucks around and that when shes done ill still be sitting here with an open heart and willingness to just take her back? never in a million years would i take her back.
but that doesnt mean i want to lose her as a friend. i know ive made her out to seem like a cheating lying bitch because…well, she kind of is when youre in a relationship with her. but as friends, shes the best friend ive ever had. she just gets me. she always has. but now she doesnt even want to be my friend anymore. she doesnt even want to speak to me ever again.
what does that mean? i feel like i never meant anything at all to her if she can just give up on our friendship just like that. i dont know. it just kind of brings me down. i put so much into sticking around and staying friends and being there for her no matter who she has feelings for. she should be willing to do the same for me too. 
sad days.
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Sounds to me like she wanted you to pine over her. She wanted you, to be there every time she needed you. I hope you find happiness with your gf. I’d make it a point to distance yourself from her or she will only try to ruin your good shot.
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It’s sad she has the capacity to hurt you this way.
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Yeah, she wanted you on her string, to be dangled. I think you should sit down and have a straight talk with her. Say, “you’re not being a friend right now. You should be supportive and happy for me to have found someone, since you didn’t want me as a boyfriend. Did you just want me to be around for you always, waiting in case the other guy dumps you? I can’t see you any more at all unless you can be a true friend.”
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