I love you. THAT’S RIGHT I SAID IT.
But I can never say that to your face again. Wanna know why? It’s because everytime we’ve ever even so much as thought about trying to be together, you’ve managed to fuck it up.
I trusted you.
I wanted us to work.
I sacraficed so much…. just because I thought you were worth it.
I guess I just wasn’t that worth it to you huh?
The first time I ever told you I loved you, was the same week you cheated on me with that skank.
Then when I forgave you and got over it, you started treating me like I was disposable. That was the beginning of the heartbreaking circle I allowed myself to be a part of. I poured my heart into our relationship just praying that maybe, just maybe, you might come around and realize how good you had it. I was wrong.

We ended it about seven months ago.
For good.
I was so close to finally reaching a healthy place in my life.
SO CLOSE.
And then you just leap right back into my life and try to sweep me off my feet again like nothing happened.
THANKS.
Now I cry again all the time.
I’m constantly thinking about what you’re up to.
I’m always wondering if you’re being honest for a change… or if you’re just screwing with me again…

I’m not strong enough for this, Sweetie.
I wanted you so long ago, you know that.
Now, I just don’t think my sanity could make it again….

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