Thanks for taking the incredible man I’ve recently met and ruining him while he was just a child.

Thank you to you, his father who he never knew; who lived carefree while your small, vulnerable son longed to know you.

Thanks to you, ex-girlfriends, who took a willing, open heart and dug your black stiletto heels into it.

Most notably, I want to thank the most recent, who enjoyed his pain so much he now thinks he should suffer in every relationship. The despicable acts of torture you acted out on him have further taught him that love is pain.

And now I sit across from this man who wants, craves, needs love and I feel so compelled to give him everything he’s missed. To be the one to take him in and really, truly, for once in his life, LOVE him. I must remind myself that that man has been crushed, spat upon, abused, RUINED and now he is too far gone for anyone to reach.

I am mourning the death of his spirit. Congratulations to you all, you’ve won, collect your prize he’s finally given up.

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