I’m not sure anymore
13 years of grade school including a year of kindergarden, and now another year and a half of college. It seems like I invested so much time into it, never getting below a B, and really stressing over every mistake. But here I am in my dorm room and you know what, I’m just sick of it. It seems more like a game to me, a mediocre one at best, that everyone raved about and gave perfect reviews, while saying, “Yeah there are a few there are a few problems here and there, but the ending really pays off”
The thought comes to me “When was the last time you were happy?” and I can only think of a times when a break from school was about to come up. But still I buy into this scam of buying books that are never used and taking classes that have nothing to do with my major, but of course are required.
The only bits of joy I’ve been having lately is with a new hobby of mine, drawing comics. It will take a lot of work and, something I lack at the moment, ambition to even be remotely successful in it; but I think it’s worth a shot.
With comics, school work, and my normal pissing about; I haven’t slept well in 2 weeks. Now I’m at a point wondering what I should do with the rest of my life.
Also, I don’t understand women and have never been on a date.
Oh yeah, and living with a disability SUCKS.
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